Joined a stepmom support FB group today. Felt like I should gather these great feelings at this moment and share. Why? CauseBecause for the very first time, Nat and I were face to face in the same space and my blood wasn't boiling. Oh wow! No feelings at all, we. We even greeted each other and smiled at each other. I've always said that this would be the year that I would make things better for my little one. He's everything in my world. I plan for his future,. I create his right now's,nows. I fall back to watch him try. She's the other womenwoman I don't share and maybe this is why I've been put in this situation.a A lesson I'm forced to make happen for him, for us. holdHold on to one thing and this is what get'sgets me through the not having control over my son's well being and leaving hope tofor his return to us. When I first met my Jonathan, he was 5 and had a younger brother that was separated from him and his mother. He was as open as any child his age, but I didn't know that. I'veI'd never had children nor was I around them. Never one to think negatively, so when he called me mom. He, he had me at hello! He molded himself into my heart and I could never let that go. My boy is now 14 years old and is growing every minute. His life is good. His home is good. His Mom,mom too!