I don't know, man. Your gonnaYou're going to do you, Regardlessregardless of what they say, I say, or anyone saysays. I just hate that you are only thinking of yourself ! I LEFT MOTHERS DAY HURT feelingleft Mother's Day with hurt feelings, like life maybe my life isn't worth it anymore, or that you will FAIL ME AGAIN !!! I get scared around men; all kinds of men, any kind of men. I get flash backs. I haven’t been myself. everyEvery night, I try to forget that iI was even targeted or talked to in a crazy way at a young age. I cry about it every now and thanthen. I get called weird when I am around any males. I haven’t been myself since. I don’t even feel good about myself. iI suffer that, yet I don’t let that stop me. andI say let me go down a road that I don’tdoesn’t belong. Adrian put his hands on me enough. I get flash backs. whenWhen people pickput their handhands up, I flinch causebecause that’s all I knew. I deal with a lot in my life, and you doing this don’tdoesn’t make my life any easier. whatWhat will it take for me to live my life whylife? Why are you doing this WHYYthis? WHY?? I don’t think my life will ever get better. I beat myself up over things I can’t control but, yet I still try to move forward. whyWhy can’t we be in this together wetogether? We have been through so much in life. whyWhy can’t we agree to disagree in lifelife?