Now this was the last step of program selection as I had already cleared two steps. This time, I was informed faborut the test Oone week before, and I was so happy. Because there was only one step left for a ticket to the US. I covered the topics for eltis test and was ready to nailed it. I gavdid the test. Aand was anxiously waiting for the results. Two months passed but there neither was no call nor an email byfrom them. Then I contacted toa few girls who were also part of this program., Bbut they alstoo had nothing to share. FA few days later, one girl shared athe news that she got a call from their office and she had been selected for the program. On tThe followinextg day I made call toed their office and asked about the results. So tThe receptionist connected my call to thate woman who was hosting the program. So I asked her very politely who iwas selected from larkana? And her answer totally spoiled my mood. and tShate wsas;id "I'm sorry, we can’t tell you their names!. Today you are asking for theire names, tomorrow you wouilld be asking for their addresses. And tThose who harve been selected hadve been informed". Her reply was so rude. I just can’t describe the moment when she talked to me like this. I was a participant and it was my right to ask. And so this is how I came to know that I was not selected. Those tears in my eyes and that feeling of anxiety was killing me. It was my dream. And that dream was schattered. It took more than a month ftor mge to go thverough it. And now I laugh at myself for crying over that., Aas it was my first attempt; not my last. And my dream to study there is just postponed but not schattered. DEailch day, when I wake up, I say three sentencese to myself when I wake that are;.

1.  I am a winner.
2. Today is my day.
3. And God is always with me.

 These three sentencese keep me motivated all the day. And everything happens for your good. This coming year I will be tappearking coming year for an engineering university entrance exam. So it is an important year of my life. It is hard, but not impossible for me.