Our culture iscultures are different and something whatthat is weird for you, is normal for me and the opposideopposite.
Often I am hearing hear:
"What? You are stillhere for eight months and you can’t talk italian?speak Italian? So, when are you gonna stop to talk english? going to stop talking in English?"
I want to remind them and even to telltell them, that, yes, I can understand , but I am shy to talk , or even can’t remeber somethingremember some words, because my memory havehas some difficulties after onean accident, and I am talkingalso speak three other languages withoutbesides my motherlanguagemother tongue. I’m not too shy anymore to tell itsay this at least.
Emigration has both a lot of hard and nice things , but of course, some of us needsneed to walk thruethrough depression, missunderstoodnessbeing misunderstood, lonlynessloneliness and emtyness feelingsfeelings of emptiness.
Maybe someone are thinkingsome people may think that I am not polite or toI'm too cold , betbut it's just because I am a bit different, just like my character, and I was rasingraised in a but anotheranother culture.
It’s pretty hard to go through some eyesbe seen like this and to hear gossipsgossip, but at least I am trying to keep my own true realationshiprelationships, even howif it is hard for me sometimes it is for me, just because I am keepingfeel everything deep in my heart ...